It is pretty sad to hear one of your best friends tell you that they are sad because they havent seen you happy in a while... pretty darn sad..

Valentines Day

I had an amazing zing time with jonathan for valentines day. I am just so deeply in love with him and am so thankful God put him in my life. Yesterday was just a night i will never forget, it was so awesome. I woke up to find a giant teddy bear and guitar hero (world tour) in my car, and sticky notes on my steering wheel. It was the perfect thing to wake up to before i went to church! Then he came over and gave me the most beautiful pink roses and a card surprising me to going to tsnami's. AWESOME! he even made me a "Rachel love" cd to listen to on the way to lafeyette. It was so romantic...he looked so amazing. He had this mysterious look in his eyes that made me melt. i cant stop thinking about it and how i feel. then we went to his house afterwards and watched the movie "Paul Blart Mall Cop", it was our first movie date one year ago on valentines day! I pray that this is who God has for me, that its not just something, because after last night, my heart melted forever! lol. i am trusting God and so thankful...even though life is still really confusing right now, i know He will work it out. He always has...despite any circumstance in my life, EVERYTHING has worked out good for me. I thank God for how awsesome He is in my life, i pray that He would consume me from the inside out. I pray my love will grow deeper and deeper for him!